Magical Feeling by MYMP

Magical Feeling by MYMP

I was in a car crash
Thrown out like trash
Slap twice, step thrice
It felt so real
Baby what’s the deal
Look straight into my eyes
You told me all these lies

I didn’t see it coming
I didn’t see it happening
That one day you’d be leaving me hanging

I’m happy you left me
I prayed that you hurt me
It’s a magical feeling
Knowing that you’re not meant for me

Heavy rains poured on me
Lightning struck and hit me
Slap twice, step thrice
It felt so real
Baby what’s the deal
Look straight into my eyes
You told me all these lies
I didn’t see it coming
I didn’t see it happening
That one day you’d be leaving me hanging

I’m happy you left me
I prayed that you hurt me
It’s a magical feeling
Knowing that you’re not meant for me

People say you’re sorry
But baby don’t you worry
Life has been easier without you
We should have done this earlier.

I’m happy you left me
I prayed that you hurt me
It’s a magical feeling
Knowing that you’re not meant for me

Men are from Mars, women are from Venus

The ideas linger. The thoughts are driving me crazy. I’m feeling guilty.

I went to bed thinking my BF is a Martian. No, he is The King of the Martians. (This is why you should not read this, babe. I’m just getting started ;p).

Martians, like Marvin, have got scrubs on their heads as helmets. They sound funny. Their fashion sense are terrible. This one wears a tutu. He has behavior problems and maybe, drinking problems, too.

Yeah, maybe men are from Mars. Just look at all the other men around you. They are not like the gorgeous Spartan men of 300 (I will blog about that movie. I don’t like men with bread buns). I’d love to have a Martian then if they are like the Spartan men. If you have seen the movie, those men love their women. They respect them and treat them well.

Spartans treat their women nowhere near how and what that book profess, I think (Stop thinking!). I was very much disappointed that Rebuttal from Uranus was written by a somehow-not-so informed-or-educated woman. A conclusion my BF came up with since I could not tell him about who wrote it. Well, my bad, so I searched for her and still did not read about Susan Hamson. All I needed to know is there on the first site.

I was agreeing with her until I saw her picture. Her ideas are great and maybe true. She asked questions and checked. That should be enough. Somehow, MAYBE, I am shallow and stupid. Looks should never matter (really?). Experience is all there is (really?). There must be some other books and researches or even articles or anything (I like this one) about men and women.

I need to let it go. I need to read about it. I need the truth (or the reality) to set me free ;p. I know I have tendencies to like the worst of the worst. It’s all a matter of perspective and capacity.

Men and women are really different and there are social norms and gender roles were my bedtime thoughts. My BF was preparing dinner and I was surfing the net while we were discussing all these. He just got back from work and came home with FOUR bags of grocery.

That alone should have been enough to convince me that men and women are different but not from Mars or Venus or not even from Uranus. The King of the Martians is not anywhere near the Venus fly trap. It did not.

We had dinner and watched the Simpsons (Homer is a Martian). Perfect!!! Fan the fire!!!

I woke up this morning still not happy about it.

Do men not need love and affection? Do men not want to hear “I love you’s”? Do men not like to talk or even have small talks? Do men just go to work, come home, forget about their girls and are not interested to know what happened to them? What’s the point of having someone then? Isn’t having a dog more than enough? What the hell are we gonna do when we’re old and retarded if we can’t talk?

I refuse to believe that men want and need different things. I think women are just more than men. Men are not that simple (They are not!!!). Women are just a bit more complicated (Fine, hormones and all those other things that affect them everyday). Their basic needs and wants are the same; respect, love, affection, communication, etc., etc..

I guess, there’s no way I could prove that women and men are the same. I have to understand and accept men are indeed from Mars and should be treated that way. That’s reality and the truth. The book is so right and I should get off this guilt trip bus. I’m on my bloody vacation!!!

Yup, I’m not the biggest bitch after all.

I’m just from Venus ;p