inside the spacesuit

all about the twists and turns and the stitches and burns

grocery shopping for 2 items

Just got back from the supermarket. I was supposed to just get bacon and butter (Like that’s ever gonna happen!!). While the car was being checked, I went inside the supermarket. I got the basket and went my way to the dairy section.

There I saw the ice cream- got me some strawberry and chocolate. Then I got some butter. I also got bananas (I’ve been craving for them since I can’t remember). On the way to the counter, I saw some shampoo (I need some for my home), I saw Johnsons bedtime lotion (If I get them now, I won’t have to come back ever again), I also needed some nose packs n a comb (been trying to clean my BF’s old one), nail clippers, oil control films and cotton buds.

It got too heavy. I closed my eyes, turned around and went straight to the counter. Good. Only $80!!!! I went up the escalator, there were mosquito repellant candles (my legs looks like a Dalmatian now!) and of course, incense. There goes another $15!!!

I got to the car and asked if it is done. The mechanic said everything is fine and I don’t have to pay anything. Thank God!!!!

I’m home now.

There is no bacon!!!

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Buttons, Bills and a diary

Last night I wrote my last entry on my current diary. I read most of my previous entries. It has been a great and wonderful past few months. The good thing is I remember everything that happened without all the emotions I had when those were written. This vacation would be an avalanche or lava flow of emotions if I still feel them.

I need a new diary. I think it would be a gigantic one this time. Again, the need for that 7″ laptop is staring me in the face. It is only the 1st of August (yup, I just looked. It’s July 31st). I’ve had that diary for a while now. I have been very lazy. I would normally have 2 or 3 diaries a year. No, I am not a busy girl ;p.

I just write everything there. I write not just everything I need to do or everything I need to remember but everything including lesson plans, maps/ sketches, even things no one should ever read if they want to keep their sanity. I write what I eat where so I would remember never to go back there and what I wear even my hairstyles sometimes ;p.

I wish I had pictures there, too. I take it with me everywhere so a heavy one is not a good idea. Plus, I have thrown it so many times I’m surprised it is still intact. I think the only thing I haven’t done to it is run it over or bury it or burn it. Well, I haven’t really washed it my in the washing machine or put it in the freezer like what usually happens to the remote control (to stop addiction or I just keep forgetting ^^). I haven’t cooked my diary or grilled it or baked it.

I have plans today. I couldn’t write it anywhere so I should get going and do it or it will be lost and forever forgotten.

I woke up wanting to drive back home. I am very bored now. I love blogging but my ass doesn’t. At home, I’d probably be doing the same things, watch TV and blog. There’s just one big difference, I would be with the one who loves me unconditionally and appreciates the fact that I am there. Oh! and probably for as long as he lives, til death do us part.

I want to get my new glasses and new lenses, too. It’s been days. I think i’m going green or purple.

I called the vet yesterday. He is worried. I want to pick my dog up from the vet. The vet said he has been perfect (no barking even when put in the cage). Jake hasn’t been eating. He is 8.46 kilograms when I left him. Losing weight would be good for him.The problem is I love that he is fat and has got the biggest belly button ever. He’s got an outie.

I also wanted to have the car checked. We had a car accident coming here (not my car). The back left tire peeled. We were on the expressway. Speed limit is 100 kmph. That speed limit is the minimum. They drive like crazy here (I like that). The shoulder didn’t really have enough space for anyone to change the tires. We had to call the insurance company and let someone else do it.

Also, I need to update my bank book. Since most of my bills are automatically deducted, I do not need to worry about my bills. Though my bills for my new apartment is still in the mailbox (and it’s been three months), they call and send messages about my bills and the bank account. All I need to do is make a phonecall and everything will be all right.  I love that about living here. You can do almost everything just pressing a few buttons.

There. Laundry will be done in a few hours. I just pressed a few buttons.

That bank thingy, I don’t have to go. I am just too lazy to press buttons for it. I would love to actually see/read/know where my money went for the last 3 months. Maybe, I should also change my mailing address. My friend keeps my statements for me. I wish I could press a few buttons for those changes. Talking to someone who do not speak English about those things needs a few whiskey shots and it’s only 11ish am and I will have to drive and park. I need a thinking car with buttons to drive and park!!!

I do press the wrong buttons sometimes. It’s hilarious when it happens. Often it’s my BF’s ;p. No wonder we just need to read each other now hahahahaha.

Anyway, I’m pressing the eject button.

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ABC of happiness

ALPHABETS OF HAPPINESS

* A–Accept *
Accept others for who they are and for the choices they’ve made even if you
have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions.

*B–Break Away *
Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to
accomplish with your life.

*C–Create *
Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows,
and happiness with.

*D–Decide *
Decide that you’ll be successful and happy come what may, and good things
will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way.

*E–Explore *
Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to
give. And every time you try something new, you’ll learn more about
yourself.

*F–Forgive *
Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and
grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes.

*G–Grow *
Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in
your way.

*H–Hope *
Hope for the best and never forget that anything is possible as long as you
remain dedicated to the task.

*I–Ignore *
Ignore the negative voice inside your head. Focus instead on your goals and
remember your accomplishments. Your past success is only a small inkling of
what the future holds.

*J–Journey*
Journey to new worlds, new possibilities, by remaining open-minded. Try to
learn something new every day, and you’ll grow.

*K–Know *
Know that no matter how bad things seem, they’ll always get better. The
warmth of spring always follows the harshest winter.

*L–Love *
Let love fill your heart instead of hate. When hate is in your heart,
there’s room for nothing else, but when love is in your heart, there’s room
for endless happiness.

*M–Manage *
Manage your time and your expenses wisely, and you’ll suffer less stress and
worry. Then you’ll be able to focus on the important things in life.

*N–Notice *
Never ignore the poor, infirm, helpless, weak, or suffering. Offer your
assistance when possible, and always your kindness and understanding.

*O–Open *
Open your eyes and take in all the beauty around you. Even during the worst
of times, there’s still much to be thankful for.

*P–Play *
Never forget to have fun along the way. Success means nothing without
happiness.

*Q–Question *
Ask many questions, because you’re here to learn.

*R–Relax *
Refuse to let worry and stress rule your life, and remember that things
always have a way of working out in the end.

*S–Share *
Share your talent, skills, knowledge, and time with others. Everything that
you invest in others will return to you many times over.

*T–Try *
Even when your dreams seem impossible to reach, try anyway. You’ll be amazed
by what you can accomplish.

*U–Use *
Use your gifts to your best ability. Talent that’s wasted has no value.
Talent that’s used will bring unexpected rewards.

*V–Value *
Value the friends and family members who’ve supported and encouraged you,
and be there for them as well.

*W–Work *
Work hard every day to be the best person you can be, but never feel guilty
if you fall short of your goals. Every sunrise offers a second chance.

*X–X-Ray *
Look deep inside the hearts of those around you and you’ll see the goodness
and beauty within.

*Y–Yield *
Yield to commitment. If you stay on track and remain dedicated, you’ll find
success at the end of the road.

*Z–Zoom *
Zoom to a happy place when bad memories or sorrow rear a ugly head.

– Author Unknown

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Just because

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#8119          Wings Over The Mountains of Life
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Just Because
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Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to
doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

Jim and Edna were patients in a mental hospital. One day while
they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim
suddenly jumped into the deep end, sank to the bottom, and
stayed there.

Edna promptly jumped in, swam to the bottom, and pulled Jim
out.

When the hospital director learned of Edna’s heroic act, he
ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as he now
considered her to be mentally stable.

When the director went to tell Edna, he said, “Edna, I have
good news and bad news. The good news is you’re being
discharged. Since you were able to rationally respond to a
crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I
have concluded that you are of sound mind. The bad news is
that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom
with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so
sorry, but he’s dead.”

Edna replied, “He didn’t hang himself, I put him there to dry.
How soon can I go home?”

I wanted to send the above joke because of the introductory
line, which is how I received it. It really points out the
dangers of making assumptions on very little evidence.

~Submitted by Marjorie Chuppa, Canada~

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The horse

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The Horse
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This is a true story, and I thought it was a MountainWings
Moment.

When my daughter, Jade Kay, was very young, she wanted a horse
in the worst way.

There was no way we could manage to get her one, and I told her
so. She responded by telling me that Jesus could manage
anything and she was going to ask Him for a horse.

I fretted over her young faith taking a body blow when she
realized her prayer was unanswered.

I should have had more faith. She got up the next morning and
announced that she had asked Jesus to give her a horse.

“Did you darling?” I said, trying to find the right words to
explain that we didn’t always get what we prayed for.

“Yes,” she said, “but He said no.”

She never brought up the subject of a horse again.

~A MountainWings Original by Maureen Thornberry,
Brisbane, Australia~

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Coffee?

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Realistic Coffee Drinker
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How do you know who is a pessimist, who is an optimist and who
is a realist when they are drinking coffee?

The answer?

A pessimist will ask for the milk.

The optimist will ask for the cream.

The realist will say, “Please pass the pitcher.”

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The fern and the bamboo

THE FERN AND THE BAMBOO

One day I decided to quit…I quit my job, my relationship, my
spirituality…. I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one
last talk with God.

“God”, I said. “Can you give me one good reason not to quit?”

His answer surprised me.

“Look around”, He said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?”

“Yes”, I replied.

“When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of
them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the
earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the
bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again,
nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

“In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not
quit. The same in year four.

“Then in the fifth year, a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.

Compared to the fern, it was seemingly small and insignificant.

But just six months later, the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.

It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and
gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a
challenge it could not handle.

“Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you
have actually been growing roots? I would not quit on the bamboo.. I will
never quit on you.

“Don’t compare yourself to others.” He said. “The bamboo had a different
purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful.

“Your time will come”, God said to me. “You will rise high”

“How high should I rise?” I asked.

“How high will the bamboo rise?” He asked in return.

“As high as it can?” I questioned

“Yes.” He said, “Give me glory by rising as high as you can.”

I left the forest, realizing that God will never give up on me. And He will
never give up on you.

Never regret a day in your life.

Good days give you happiness; bad days give you experiences; both are
essential to life.

– Author Unknown

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Kids and God

KIDS’ LETTERS TO GOD

Dear God,
Did you mean for the giraffe to look like that or was it an accident?
Norma

Dear God,
Instead of letting people die and having to make new ones, why don’t you
just keep the ones you have now?
Jane

Dear God,
Who draws the lines around the countries?
Nan

Dear God,
I went to this wedding and they kissed right in church. Is that okay?
Neil

Dear God,
Thank you for my baby brother, but what I prayed for was a puppy.
Joyce

Dear God,
It rained for our whole vacation and is my father mad! He said some things
about you that people are not supposed to say, but I hope you will not hurt
him anyway.
Your friend (but I am not going to tell you who I am)

Dear God,
Please send me a pony. I never asked for anything before. You can look it
up.
Bruce

Dear God,
If we come back as something, please don’t let me be Jennifer Horton,
because I hate her.
Denise

Dear God,
I want to be just like my daddy when I get big, but not with so much hair
all over.
Sam

Dear God,
I think about you sometimes, even when I’m not praying.
Elliott

Dear God,
I bet it is very hard for you to love all the people in the world. There are
only four people in our family and I can never do it.
Nan

Dear God,
Of all the people who worked for you, I like Noah and David the best.
Rob

Dear God,
My brothers told me about being born, but it doesn’t sound right. They are
just kidding, aren’t they?
Marsha

Dear God,
If you watch me in church Sunday, I’ll show you my new shoes.
Mickey

Dear God,
We read Thomas Edison made light. But in Sunday school, we learned that you
did it. So I bet he stole your idea.
Sincerely, Donna

Dear God,
I do not think anybody could be a better God. Well, I just want you to know
that I am not just saying this because you are God already.
Charles

Dear God,
I didn’t think orange went with purple until I saw the sunset you made on
Tuesday. That was cool!
Eugene

Dear God,
Maybe Cain and Abel would not kill each other so much if they had their own
rooms. It works with my brother.
Larry

– Authors Unknown

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Is it right?

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Is It Right?
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Cowardice asks the question, ‘Is it safe?’
Expediency asks the question, ‘Is it politic?’
And Vanity comes along and asks the question, ‘Is it popular?’
But Conscience asks the question ‘Is it right?’

And there comes a time when one must take a position that
is neither safe, nor politic, nor popular, but he must do
it because Conscience tells him it is right.

~Martin Luther King~

Thank you for inviting MountainWings in your mailbox.
See you tomorrow.

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bored?

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Meeting With the Board
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After a long, dry sermon, the minister announced that he wished
to meet with the church board after the service.

The first man to arrive was a stranger.

“You misunderstood my announcement.
This is a meeting of the board,” said the minister.

“I know,” said the man.

“If there is anyone here more bored than I am,
I’d like to meet him.”

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